A part of me anticipates Christmas because it is the only festive occasion that i celebrate but yet a part of me does not AT ALL. Why Why Why? It just brings blues and sadness that no one can ever and will ever see. I am only feeling this as the years goes by....sometimes i just wish i had the heart and mind of a child. Why? In a child's World, there is nothing that can stop his or her World from going round just like a merry-go- round.....Totally hate this feeling....Feeling kinda blueish today....Blues Blues Blues please just go and never come back...I hope i am not asking for too much... if there is one thing i could get for Christmas.... can i ask for genuine happiness... i hope i am not asking for too much