Its been a month since my last entry, a long time since i post some nonsense on my blog....I kind of had a happy and cheerrrrrrrrrrrrryyy day till i returned home.... The feeling died down and i am feeling all emo and down now.... fear not.... i am going to pull it togather just like how i always do in the recent years.... A few more weeks to Christmas and one more month before we call it a year.... Is it always going to be the same for Christmas and New Year...am i going to go through the horrible stuff when we all count down...pretending to be all happy when i know i am not deep down...am i going to hate the World again....these are some of the questions that are left, not to be answered:(