My faci's comment for last week's lesson seem have cause my brains to stop functioning....
I feel so lost and tired at this moment with whatever is going on in my life.... I am not sure where i am heading...

Everyone seem so happy and enjoying life... for me i am really not sure... like a lost sheep as usual... I do not want to live in illusions.... I don't want to have to go through the same thing over and over again...and just end up feeling hurt... and if there is one person to blame.. that will only be me and my thoughts... i feel so lost and confuse...