Okay i know have said this like a freaking million time.... I am always telling myself to move but eventually, it always seem to fail and i will be returning back to square.... Many thoughts came to mind today... something that i will usually do not ponder on ...One thing i came to realise is that, i have never really been truly in love...not the whole "love- love thing" at all.....it has always been just crushes after crushes and they dissapear into thin air eventually....haha, the usual expected and dissapointing ending...

Another thing that came to mind while i was typing my usual emo messages on twitter was " What the hell was i thinking and going all emo and sad about somebody whom i like but does no like me in return?" "What the hell am i doing".... When i see people in a similar situation i use to say they were stupid and wasting their time... and now it is me dealing with all this issues.... I even went to the extend of trying to find him in a fair filled with thousands of people...going in with all positiveness that i could possibly use and find...only to end up dissapointed again....what am i doing with my life man?

I guess it's time for a change...a new and permanent change... with a main aim of being and trying to be happy....Wish me luck on that...