In about a week or so, my record for having no Valentines date is going to continue, but i think that i should be fine with that as i am having exams again. Loads of matters are running through my mind, about revision and also about this week. And when i say this week i mean this comming week. This week will probably be the last week of school that i could possibly see him.... Although yes there is facebook and all, but what i mean is the chances of seeing him in person for probably the last time before he graduates and move on with his life, in our huge school. For the first time yesterday, i came to know that there are people who are in the same situation as me. Some are successful, while some are yet to be( to put it for them positively or am i just placing my high hopes on thin air?) He is a senior that i have been crushing on since October and when i thought i have forgotten him, it turns out i never did. When i realise that, it all seems to be getting to late. We exchanged looks but he never turn back. Is life meant to be this way for? I know it is not good to fall in love at first sight....but how? when you think he is so alike... Helpless at this moment... If only miracles happen...