Hey ya there, i guess i am feeling way way way much better after having a good talk to my dear dear dear friends. They made me realise how much is taking a toll on me and how much more it is going to affect me if i were to continue this way. I think for once after talking to them, it felt as though a heavy load has been taken off my heart, mind and soul. I am so not as affected as before and i am trying to life my life at its best.

If he is meant to be mine, he will be
If he is not meant to be mine, there is a reason behind it
Life goes on no matter what