I am sick and tired of having to care about the way people feel. I am just so tired of doing that. I am always told to
control my temper
put myself in their shoes
remember how they suffer for the family
what they want
what they don't want.
I am just so tired of all this,
have they considered what i want
do they know where i am comming from
do they know how i feel.

It is so sick and irritating to know that they never do. Everything is about them and never much about me. I made much sacrifices and they don't seem to realise it. My pocket money for school too needs to be alter. I'm one sad sad lonely girl who is crying in the inside. I bet nobody does. When i watched that drama, i am reminded of how i am going to spend my christmas in a lonely way, while couples enjoy their christmas with their families and friends. Lord just help me. Amen