Hey there,

I have been feeling rather down in the past two day's. Feeling all down and vexed over what has been been happening. All i need at the moment is to be comforted, to pour out my emotions by having a good cry to make me feel better. I came to know about what i need as my group was group going through presentation. Worst timming ever to be crying but i could no help it. But i doubt nobody would have noticed that just now. I was trying so hard to hold back my tears. I felt so helpless with everyhing, nothing that i could do. I actually start to tear when i was in the train on the way to school, thinking how my christmas was going to be. I pray it will not be a miserable. It already feels miserable with the way people look and react to me in school. Some laugh at me and some give me the cold shoulder. I put up a brave front, but i am melting down inside. I really need a good cry where i can vent my frustration. God please help me and see me through it.