Yesterday, while i was on my way home from school and training, sitting in the train, remembering that particular day where i saw him in the train. Randomly and strangely, i just had the courage out of nowhere to decide to talk to him first. Although it may sound stupid or flirtatious to people, i decided i had to try it out or i will never know. The convo would be something like if i had seen him ard the booklink area.... omg, i really did not know where i was getting all this boldness... My friends would probably be shocked if they found out...

And so i could not wait to get home although i had a great and meaningful dinner with both my mom and dad. Kristel was camp.... Got home and he was not online..... Waited and waited, till i was ready to give up as my eyes were shutting... I have never waied for someone in my freaking life to get online especially in the wee hours if the morning...Never went to that extend in my entire life! In the mean while i spoke to Prata Boy about it, he told me there is a mix view behind it but nonetheless i went ahead with my plan.

And the time came when he was finally online, i made the effort to talk to him as part of my plan.. but but but.... it all came in simple answers like haha ... probably and why... giving my lame answer, he went offline for half and hour only to reply probably...haha... i see. And again with my lame answer hahahhahahhaha you see... He came back online to reply hey...gtg... happy deepavali.... and OFFLINE AGAIN! I was like FML totally! so much for sacrificng my sleep...On a positive note, I was bold and courageous i guess:)

For the rest of the day till now i was grouchy...thinking abt it.... no one was enertaining abt it....It was a total FML DAY... thinking that i should go out and forget abt it... only to find out that the outing was cancelled... BUT BUT BUT... nobody is to be blame.:) I should really say sorry and be more nice to my mum for putting up with nonsense... I am a horrible kid..

Next next.... I am not sure how to face him at school or at training... Maybe he is not interested at alll.....Im bored to my wits....