Once again im low in spirit's, really do not know what to say much....
All i can say is that, im not sure if it is the right thing for me to crush on you
cause many girl's are head over heels for you, you've got them talking how cute or how handsome you are, it goes across many classes and many cliques....
I'm so scared to raise my hopes and just get them crushed just like trash.....
I may just end up being one of the girls in line.
I am sick and tired of being alone...

Dear God, please help me, make this Christmas a memorable( happy) one for me to remember:)
All i want Christmas is you:)