Hohoholalala, im glad to be blogging again, although not really motivated or inspired... but whatever.... For the past few months since i started schooling, i could not find the word to describe what i am feeling, but yesterday after a many many months and talking to my mum, i found the perfect word to describe it and it is called "GROWING PAINS". Never exactly in my life, had i experience this until the recent months since school started... As all this started, i begin to recall those horrible memories in my early day's. And that never fail to make me tear....

Was at cotton on yesterday, and my mum caught this sales girl making fun of me, i was initially unaware until my mum told me, mum went over to stare at the girl. Again, it brought back memories of people making fun of me, thinking that i was abnormal. I think these are just some of the many obstacles that i am going to face in my life, and although at times, i am just putting up a brave front when all i want to do is cry my heart out sooooo freaking badly, i am going to try to be strong....

SAY WHAT YOU WANT, THINK WHAT YOU WANT, MOCK AT ME FOR ALL YOU WANT, ALL I CAN SAY, IT SHOWS WHAT TYPE OF PERSON YOU ARE AND I AM NOT GOING TO RETALIATE BACK BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEDAY YOU WILL REALISE IT... THERE IS A GOOD SIDE OF EVERBODY

GOD PLEASE HELP ME...:)