Hey World,

Yesterday i was blogging about my wish of seeing you in school, but that did not happen on reality, instead it took place in my dreams... Awkward or funny you may call it, but i wonder, is there ever such meaning behind such dreams and thoughts... Well i am not sure of that, but for one thing that i am sure about is that i really do miss looking at you, secretly stealing little looks of you when i can...This is not about being a stalker, this is about being a normal girl who has a crush on someone....

When i saw you in the train, i was all troubled and could not bear to show my face to anyone especially guy's. As i was watching your game, i was filled with sadness and tears, just trying to put up a brave front... I am not sure what you think of me or if i ever crossed your mind.... I wish i did... Make my wish both a dream and reality.

When everything seems difficult and tough, how tough can it get or go. Im totally emotionally and mentally drained... Things that people will never know and understand....