Hey as im blogging im totally speechless.... i really do not how to express myself... the only thing that i could be doing is to pray.....i really need to pray more....

Over the past few days, i have been feeling down over what has been happening and how crazy things are getting.... at this moment, when everything seems to be going the wrong way, i cannot afford to let more things go terribly wrong....as im typing, im breathless.... i told myself i cannot be thinking of you, or else im going to bed with a broken heart.... im praying and wishing that the person behind those questions is you....

Dear god, please find me a consolation after what i am going through....Please help me cause i really need your help....Only you know what i need the best:)

I wish it was you, i wanna know you.... go to bed with a smile on my face each night.....time is running out....let this not be a freaking ridiculous situation like the past...