My intention as a sister was never to hurt you.... i have always hated the fact when i hurt you, in fact at times i am still shaken when i look at the charger of mine... It brings back unpleasant memories and shivers down my spine. Today i am blogging this entry to tell you how hard i am really trying to curb my temper and help you in everyway i possibly can to do well or motivate you to do what is right... But in vain effort, it seems to be going nowhere for you and me. I totally believe you were born smart, actually smarter than me. You really do have the potential to reach a higher level of success than i could possibly achieve. T eachers gave you comments that i could never hear from my teachers in my years of studying. My teachers ofen gave me comments which i felt was rather unstable... You are much more blessed than me when it comes to everything. I wish you could see this and make use of it in the right way.... I really do not know what to say to you anymore .... i feel as though i am giving up already... for you ... keep going on and dont give up ..... i am tired already... dont lose hope... am i losing hope in life? i am not sure about that.....